Tuesday, March 14, 2006

Hmms, time now is 12.40am, cant get to sleep after what he said to me. This post is not gonna be anything much, just talking to myself, so dont read. Hais. Well, he told me to learn to Pull and Let Go. Hais, really giving it some thought and seriously, i think the main problem lies with me wanting to meet him too much. Can anyone tell me if there`s anything wrong with it? Hais, if there is really anything wrong with it, i`ll not ask him to meet me anymore instead, i`ll wait for him to date me out. He said theres this period of time when he kept sticking to me, always wanting to see me and that was the time i learnt to pull and let go. Indeed there was this period of time whereby he kept sticking to me, but i dont even know what i did. Hais. He also said that sometimes when he meet me, its not because he want to but because he scared i kpkb. Hais, so what for all the lies telling me that he cant wait to see me, hug me and kiss me etc? If its because im restricting him from doing alot if things, why cant he tell me? all i want is more time, is tht too much to ask for? hais, if its a change he wanna see, i`ll change. But dont blame me, if its not what you* pictured it to be alrights? i`ll not ask you for more time anymore, you`ll never hear me asking you anymore. I`ll not restrict you from playing your games anymore, but dont say that i aint caring for you anymore. I`ll pull the strings back when i feel like it, so at the moment, im letting it go. hais..now that he finally said all this to me, i cant help but break down and cry.. hais..

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